I’m not even sure how to start this! I’ve been in a blogging drought since May and I feel like I need to explain myself. However that’s very hard when it’s difficult to pin point exactly how you’re feeling.
So for ages I haven’t been happy with how the blog was going, how I was putting in that work, what I was writing about etc. I wanted to keep things more personal, more real, more relatable… and less about products and material things. But when you want to make that kind of change, you have to have feelings or experiences to write about. My best posts were written when I was going through a big change in my life, and those sorts of big changes don’t come around often. So then I feel this pressure to feel, to be different and to learn, but you can’t force that kind of thing. On top of that I am currently unemployed and looking for work, so as much as I love blogging I really have to give 95% percent of my time into changing that. I’m letting y’all know this because things are hopefully going to be different from now on.
I don’t want my posts to be as long or as intricate because even though I push myself to keep a high standard of content, it stops me from being consistent. It becomes this big thing in my mind and the pressure I put on myself scares me out of just completing it. So I want my posts to be shorter, more concise, more direct. And on any topic I’m thinking about that week or whatever is relevant to my experiences at that time.
I want to feel more connected to whoever reads my blog, I want to have good conversations and interactions, so please feel free to tweet me or comment on my instagram and we can start to feel more together.
The photos taken for this post were in Bray, Co. Wicklow, Ireland – on a much needed trip recently to clear my head.
I love you all so much and thanks to anyone who takes time out of their day to read anything here,
Love and light,
UPDATE : So I wrote this post two days ago intending to post it today. As of two days ago, I NOW HAVE A JOB! A job I have wanted for a really long time and I am so excited to start. I wanted to include this, because it’s funny how just as I write about it something changes. That’s just life though isn’t it! Love to all you gorgeous people!!