I’ve taken a break for a while.
This is why I call myself a ‘bad blogger’.
Because I’m so shit at putting up posts.
Nevertheless, here I am!
I’ve found it really difficult to think of anything to write.
Whenever I focus on an idea, it morphs into 5 different ones and I stop myself because I don’t want to post something so vague.
I like to think of an idea, a fully-formed one, think about all angles, create many drafts, edit a million times and then decide on what photographs to put in.
I’m a perfectionist;
There’s ups and downs to being a perfectionist. In ways I put so much thought into everything I do, in other ways sometimes it’s better to let go.
Yoga helps me so much with this, to just let things be. To observe.
Always changing. Always working on myself.
Always trying to be honest.
I’ve been really wrapped up in work, and before I know it a few months have gone by and there’s nothing new on the blog. I’m still absolutely loving my job. I am so grateful for it every day – and so proud of myself for getting to this point.
Between working so much, focusing on my yoga practise, hanging out with friends this summer and taking weekend trips, I put the blog on the back burner.
I feel like it needs a change. A focus; a new direction.
But I haven’t figured out what that is, or what I want it to be.
I always put a lot of pressure on myself in everything I do, which is why I don’t want my blog to become another source of pressure.
My last post was all about doing things for yourself; the self-love vibes. Any spare time I get, I spend on doing things for myself.
What would you like to see on here though?
As I’m getting older, my thoughts and values have changed so much. My view of the world; my view of myself. Maybe that should be a new post. *distraction*
Everything is great over here, and I hope you’re taking good care of yourself.
Basically I just wanted to update you all, and say thanks for reading my hella sporadic posts.
There’s new things coming; new sporadic things.
Love to you all,